Birthday?

Birthday???
- only meaningful if someone you care remember and celebrate with you
- can be hurtful if you know it means nothing to him

Do I care? I don't, but today, I can't forgot because the memories was too painful to forget.
He will be so happy and all over her all night, sleeping together, getting what he wants for so long and be happy forever.

Did he care how I feel tonight? No!
How would you feel? Knowing your husband sleeping with another women (someone else's wife)!
Should I end my life because I have no way out, I can't take it no more emotionally?
I am stuck, he won't divorce nor admits that they are having an affair.

What is this? Unfaithful marriages, cheating on your wife and her husband, revenge on me and the kids. He might thinks I know nothing, WRONG, I knew it all along, even before.

Yes, he might thinks he finds NEW LOVE? Even he is still married, with ME and he has no shame to say that out loud... NEW LOVE. We are still married and be a man to admit that he is having an affair and give me a divorce. Set me free.

I wants to be strong but I might just...End it. I am hurt.